pointless.

today i didnt go to uni...i decided to study. and to be honest i really have doubts if im gonna pass my exams.

i wanted to go shopping today...but i didnt go...cause i didnt feel like doing it.

so i studied...and at like 5 i ate...and my roomy is just so pissing me off. like...i was studying on my bed today in the morning...and she came into my room saw that i was studying and talked to me about that fucking almost-plane-crash in NY.
a few minutes later i took a lil break and was watchin tv on my bed still havin my uni stuff in front of me...and she came in cause she wanted to go grocery shopping...and was like "haha, she's lying there watching tv and pretending to study." WTFFFF i was fucking studying!!!
later that day she came in again to ask me what im gonna eat cause she's gonna eat this and that...(who the fuck cares?!)...and i said ima make the soup. and then she was cooking and i didnt go into the kitchen...cause obviously our kitchen is too small anyway. so i cooked later...and she came in and saw my pot and was like "what are you doing?"
me: "making soup?"
she: "for an army? with that much water?"
me: "yes"
she: "why?"
me: "cause im hungry?"
she was standing by the door and in my way...i couldnt even open the fucking closet to put another pot back in.
just for the record...i ate the whole fucking soup!

i dunno if its cause she's annoying me or cause of something else...but im sad right now...and i dont even know why im writing this...i just need to talk i guess. but i dont wanna bother anyone else...sorry, if you read this. i know its pointless...

xoxo