ugly me

ill go to the tattoo studio tomorrow cause i didnt go today.
reason: i woke up in the morning and felt like shit. i was pale, tired, weak and when i checked myself in the mirror my lip was so fucking swollen it was twice as big as it should be. i found myself so ugly and didnt like myself today so i decided to stay at home and go to the studio tomorrow...cause i wasnt in the mood to see ppl and talk to them.
in the afternoon my mood changed a bit and i got out in the garden and spent some time tanning.
in like 3 and a half week ill live in innsbruck...i actually can't wait. and i think that my roommate will move out by spring...cause she's bitching around again and nothing is good enough in the apartment in her opinion. i dont really care about it...i dont care if she moves out...i think i dont care about anything that much right now.
i started with some situps today...i wanna get rid of my fatty belly.